The hardest part of being a Mommy...

I got a call yesterday from Nick's cousin Becky, who is watching Landon for us this week, to say that my little guy wasn't feeling well. I had noticed he was a little congested the past couple days but I figured it would just go away on it's own. Unfortunately, it has gotten worse. That poor little guy can't even keep his ninny in his mouth because he can hardly breath. So I did what any first time Mommy would do...called the doctor. Well that was a big waste of time!! They said to run a vaporizer, which I did last night, and to put saline drops up his nose. Ok so has anyone ever actually tried putting saline drops up an infants nose?! He hated it! I felt horrible!! Needless to say I only did it once and that was the end of that.




I have come to realize that the hardest part of being a Mommy is your baby being sick and you can't do anything to help them because it just has to "run it's course." I feel so bad for him. I just want to make it all better and I can't. He woke up like four times last night crying and all I could do was comfort him until he fell back asleep. The worst part is that he didn't sound any better this morning and I had to leave him to go to work. It's so hard to sit here and go about my work day when I know he's home not feeling well and needing his Mommy. Poor little guy...